I’ve reached a conclusion

I have been feeling very restless and frustrated lately. I am so happy I am going to Thailand in three months, to volunteer at Isara, and to travel for some time. But that is only a temporary solution to my dream. It does not complete it. So I have spent quite some time figuring out how to reach my dreams and I have come to a conclusion.

– I have to stop being afraid.

I know that I seem far from scared of doing big things in life as I lived many years abroad, travelled a lot on my own and so on,  but I am still scared. I am scared of making my biggest dreams become my life. Some of that fear is slowly going away.

I am not going to write too much about what my exact plan is as I have to sort some things out first and make the plan more sustainable. But it will come true.

Well, one of the goals on my way to start living my big dreams is volunteering for Isara and today it is exactly three months until my flight departures from Manchester with destination Bangkok and from their taking the train to Nong Khai and Isara. My heart beats really hard when I think about it. It is going to be the greatest thing I have ever done. The most selfless thing in my life and it is going to be the beginning of my new life. I am definitely on my way to become a better version of me.